Friday, May 28, 2010
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pinkalicious baby;
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
I have been feeling down this whole week. I just cant get high or feel happy. Every small things that I dont like will get on my nerves. So if treat you coldly, please understand. I just dont have the mood for anything right now. Just try to keep as far away as you can until I am feeling much better. Im in my dangerous mode, so really...please try to keep clear of me.
pinkalicious baby;
Saturday, May 8, 2010
I have recovered... Awesome.
Last thursday was my first karate training. Although it was painful to art with $114, I did not regret my decision. When I first wore my gi, I was like "wtf...so big"...But so was everyone else's
It wasnt all that tiring except for only one part of the training, which was jumping forward and backward while punching. The reason i perspired alot during training was mostly due to the fact that the gi was extremely hot and uncomfortable. I'll continue karate and hope that I will be as good as my instructor some day. Getting a black belt is easy if you just for gradings, but I rather use my time to train and spar with people. Nothing thrills me more than fighting someone stronger than me.
pinkalicious baby;
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Something is definitely wrong with my body. My hands keep trembling and i cant focus on near objects now... Kinda scary.
Hopefully it goes away in a few days. If not...
I think I have fallen for you
pinkalicious baby;
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Been feeling down lately. No idea why though. Have been having so many random thoughts.
Just one of my random thoughts: Have you ever wondered who would miss you when u leave this Earth? And who would come to your funeral?
I couldnt come up with an answer, because I honestly don't know.
pinkalicious baby;
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I have been feeling very tired recently. I don't know why, but my body just feels tired.
Maybe i should sleep earlier...
Anyways, yesterday was CCA drive. I went and sign up for alot of ccas. Karate, Silat, Skates club, Canoe, Fencing and Ambassador club. I am not sure which to go for. Might be signing up for Muay thai with alex today...Still unsure of what to do.
Played dota yesterday with cls ppl after a few no-dota days...We lost like shit -.- But its ok, will win some day, one day...
Then someone called me and screamed at me =( Because I uploaded an unglam photo of her haha. In the end i took it down... SEE, I NOT MEAN.
Oh yeah, I have been getting weird looks from strangers nowadays and I have no idea why...
pinkalicious baby;
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I've been going to clubhouse alot lately, and i'm not sure why. It is the exact same feeling i had when i went to NP room each day... Spending time in there, doing nothing and just hanging out with friends.
Is it right for me to hang out there every day? Maybe not... Maybe it's not a place for me to be at, after all, i only took part in Fo camp and nothing else. Part of me is asking me to leave, but the other wants me to stay. No doubt it is fun hanging out with people there and I am finally having fun after 1 year of poly life...Won't think much of it now, shall just enjoy life for nw...
are my feelings growing for xxx?I dont know, but what i know is i dont want her outta my life
pinkalicious baby;